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Crystal Nichole;;
I'm only angry because my heart is broken, and I'm too afraid to cry about it. I know the world won't stop for my grief, so I choose to keep my words unspoken.
& all it took was for her golden smile fading to a sparkle so gray that your guilt finally awakened.
you'll never leave where you are until you decide where you'd rather be.
so maybe you could walk with me awhile, and maybe i could rest beneath your smile. everybody stumbles sometimes and needs a hand to hold, cause it's a long trip alone.
Your scaring me. Tomorrow could be the day your gone.
paranoia lurks in the back of my mind. stress overwhelms my heart. but when i endeavor to be me again, everything pulls me back even faster. I dont want your sympathy, i want you to listen & lie to me that it'll be okay. I've lost all inspiration to wake up in the morning.
Your heart has nothing to keep it beating when you destroy it, but you have me to keep you breathing when you can find it. you should feel lucky..
I am running, but unlike most nightmares, I'm not running for my life; I'm racing to save something infinitely more precious.
...Athazagoraphobia. |
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